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HNT ~ Loving Myself.
 In Florida for the Beyond Leather convention…I am loving this hotel room. a mini-suite, and the weekend unrolls before me. All potential. All maybes. I had the funnest sensation as I was leaving my home on Tuesday evening. One that often happens when I go away on a trip. That I will not be the…
Read MoreSpinning into control.
I love it when I am surprised. I week or so ago I had a bit of glumness because a big event was looming, and though I was looking forward to a pending playdate, it is best, I find, not to place too many eggs in these baskets. Life happens, things change, and often Conventions…
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The FatGirl Pervert Rants.
I’m fat. (For the record: I do not use / identify with the euphemism BBW (Big Beautiful Woman). I respect those who do, it just isn’t my choice. “Large,” “Plus-Sized,” “Big” are terms I occasionally use. For me, I prefer fat.) I am, unsurprisingly, ambivalent about it. There isn’t a whole lot of acceptance around…
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Sunday Morning Sexytime Story: Does he use Prell?
Sunday Morning Sexytime II from Mollena Williams on Vimeo.
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When I know I don’t know.
Some things are indelible in the soft clay of my heart. Those moments of connection with someone where it isn’t about verbal communication. Where the lips the teeth the tip of the tongue aren’t in play because you look at someone and you get volumes of information instantaneously. I love this moment. I have them…
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Sugasm #163 April 16th, 2009 by Vixen | Updated: April 17th, 2009 The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #164? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. This Week’s Picks Another…
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HNT ~ here, near tears.
An odd emotionally whipsaw day curls into the lap of a busy night and once we landed it unraveled a bit. I’m not willing to cry in front of everyone yet…but you don’t worry your pretty little heads none…the lachrymal letdown continues. It is, after all, only half-nekkid Thursday, right?
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One Pony Trick.
There are lots of kinks I’ve not fully explored. Some because of a lack of interest, some because they are a bit esoteric or don’t really grab me or some because I just haven’t gotten around to them.  As a performer, role-playing is a fairly easy BDSM scenario for me to embrace. Pretending and…
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My Epic “Best Of” Craig’s List Post.
email this posting to a friend best of craigslist > SF bay area > The Prize for the LAMEST Booty Call I have endured goes to…. Originally Posted: Thu, 6 May 13:39 PDT The Prize for the LAMEST Booty Call I have endured goes to… Date: 2004-05-06, 1:39PM PDT I suppose it is my fault…
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In God’s Hands.
Today I felt the browning and curling and writhing death of a part of me that does this cyclically. The circle of life death lives and dies. I watch this with a sadness I have felt over a dozen years over a dozen dozen lifetimes, and every time, it hurts. But this time I have…
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Taking my picture.
Despite the fact that I’ve been in front of the camera professionally since the age of 5, I am always apprehensive about photography. I fear I’ll look goofy, or that the person taking the picture will somehow look at me in a way that doesn’t capture the “real me” or worse yet, that the “real…
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Race Play Interview – Part IV (Conclusion)
Well this is the wrap up! By Ganesha’s prehensile trunk and gorgeous plump belleh, this shit is EPIC. Thanks for reading along, and thank you Andrea Plaid for her remarkably open mind and thoughtful questions. If you are just jumping in, STOP. STOP RIGHT NOW! I fuckin’ mean it and go back and read the…
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Race Play Interview – Part III
This is a continuation from Part I and Part Two, and it is hella important that you read ’em in order…so hop to it! Andrea Plaid: Next question (and we sorta touched on this): Why do you think communities of color, specifically Black communities, feel the need to police their desires…to the point they won’t…
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Art Imtates Life.
Many years ago I took a class called “Writers Who Act.” The class was taught by the BLOODYFUCKINGAMAZING Anne Galjour. She is one of my greatest inspirations in performance, in theater, and in life, for lots of reasons into which I’ll not go into right now. In the course of this class, I started telling…
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Race Play Interview – Part II
This is part Two of an interview in which I recently took part…best to read part I first, or you’ll be all “Huuh? Whaaaaa?” Andrea Plaid: That’s what folks got tripped up about with the Ciara/JT vid. Mo: Look, I have never lived in the South on a plantation and felt the terror of my…
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Race Play Interview – Part I
The delightful Andrea Plaid, aka @CruelSecretary Twittered me last week, asking about Race Play. There was a bit of a heated debate on this Justin Timberlake / Ciara video, see, and she thoughtfully wanted to find a POC into kink to get their POV. Of course, my immediate reaction was “Well, sure, I’ll talk about…
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HNT ~ First thing in the morning…
 I try to take HNTs right before I post them, if they aren’t schmancy photos that fit the theme and are already extant. I woke up, remembered I’d forgotten to post, and opened one eye enough to grab the old Android phone.  And here you go.  Happy HNT!  Love  Mo
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Sugasm One Hundred and Sixty Two
Sugasm #162 The best of this week’s blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #163? Submit a link to your best post of the week by emailing radicalvixenatgmaildotcom This Week’s Picks Justify My Love “All I could think of was to have…
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And that’s a wrap.
I want to thank the folks at Kinkfest once again. What a well-run event, and how much of an honor it is to be able to spend time there. Even if I weren’t presenting, I’d attend KinkFest. They do a smashing job. Deepest Kudos to Mike. His patience and generosity towards me were remarkable. These days, going to…
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The Crush Zone.
Having crushes on people is something I do on the regular. With pretty much anyone I meet, I’ll go through a period where I have a crush on them, and if they are meant to be my friend, it becomes a signal that it is a well placed friendship! Sound weird? Pfft…what about me doesn’t…
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Kinkfest II: Electric Boogaloo.
Today’s class went well. Minax was FAN-fucking-TASTIC! Whatever people say about us Twins, I’ve found working with other Gemini people is amazing for me because the fluidity and spontaneity isn’t seen as flakiness or strangeness and the capacity for on-the-feet-thinking is mirrored. I am honored that she trusts me enough to gamely step up to…
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Kinkfest Opening Ceremony: (or “Those 35 years as a performer paid off.)
Like a true masochist, I thought it would be cool to offer to perform at KinkFest this year. And like the sadists they must be, the good people at KinkFest booked me for the opening ceremony. Yep. I was barfulous with nerves. Add to my woes, even as I was rehearsing the song in my…
Read MoreH(otel) NT…hello, Portland.
Portland, second year in a row for KinkFest. The folks here absolutely are among the most awesome hosts ever. I’m a cranky nervous poopiepants. The SuperShutle was late and had a harrowing series of pickups and a driver with no clue how to get anywhere aside from relying on GPS which, in SF, can be…
Read MoreHEY PERVERTS: Don’t Fuck. Around. With. Strangers.
This story made me cry. Please…my Perverts…my Family…my Tribe. Please be careful. Know your partners. We take so many risks just in the dungeon, in our bedrooms. Please take care of yourselves. And pray for Mr. Weber’s family. ‘Violent sex’ ad led to murder of WABC newsman George Weber, confesses teen: Cops BY Alison Gendar…
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